Snowdance Revisited

Sometimes we need to look back even if only to see where we've been. I know, I know...people say, "Don't look back, you're not going that way" but a glance over a shoulder doesn't always signify direction. Sometimes, it's just a glance. Nothing more, nothing less. 

See that book cover? It was my first published novel. 

Women's fiction, the story of a nearly 100-year-old woman. The day that the story takes place might be her last. Then again, maybe not. 

Elinor is strong and brilliant, and has had a long life that hasn't always been confetti and rainbows but it's been a good life, nonetheless. She shares her story with readers during a raging snowstorm while she's trapped inside the home where she was born...and will most likely die. She has memories for company and is quite content. The mind pictures she shares and the stories she tells are timeless. And as she hears the snowplow rumble by yet again, she wonders if she'll have time for one last adventure...

Elinor is my favorite character, the one I've written that won't ever leave my mind or heart. She's looking back with gratitude and contentment while her old bones itch for another chance to have fun. I think she'll get it, too, that jaunt she dreams of. Only time will tell, won't it?

Over the years I've had a lot of reader mail about this story. About Elinor and her family. Since it's been out of print readers have asked if it might be released again. I've always pushed the idea aside but recently I'm looking back at this first release and thinking that it might just need to come forward, into readers' hands again. 

I never read my books once they're released. No big reason for that, I just don't. But I have begun reading Snowdance again and I have to admit, I think Elinor is going to get her day in the sun again. I'm going to give it a little polish and set her loose because sometimes looking back can take us forward, if that makes any sense. 

I guess what I'm trying to say is this: Don't let anyone discourage you from glancing back over a shoulder. There is value and relevance in our past experiences. It can be beneficial to see where we've been so we can decide where we are going. 

Ask Elinor. I'm pretty sure she'll agree with me.